No, really....I'm too young for this.

Too much going on in my mind. Not physically doing anything. Up all night, sleep all day. My life was always going going going - working non-stop, and it has all stopped. My head feels like its going to blow up. Since the time I was diagnosed, I had very little time off from work. I never gave myself a chance to really think about any of what I was going through. I was all work. Its really sad to say but it has taken about 3 years for me to realized that I have cancer. It has really sunk in. And I'm ready to get rid of it! I have my official "transplant talk" with my oncologist Sept 2nd. Stoked! I can't wait to get this over with. I'm also applying for disability... cooool...NOT....Oh, and I'm getting a effing BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT.